Showing posts with label motivation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label motivation. Show all posts

Monday, March 12, 2012

aku sedang berusaha...


pada masa ini aku sdg berusaha untuk mendapatkan loan bagi membeli sebuah rumah kediaman untuk keluargaku yg bakal bertambah seorg lagi sekitar raya aidilfitri tahun ini. Insya Allah.

pilihan dan deposit sudah dibuat dan kini hanya menunggu bulan april 2012 bagi memohon pinjaman perumahan dan aku amat berharap dapat bantuan yang sewajarnya daripada pihak bank.

aku masih target untuk mendapatkan alternative bank selain bank financier yg dicadangkan developer. Bukan apa, at least aku ada pilihan walaupun ianya amat sukar memandangkan most of bankers black-list area bkt beruntung eventhough projek baru. Pada aku tak sepatutnya jadi macam ini. Biarlah masa yang menentukannya.

alhamdullilah, terdapat potensi bbrp executives from alternative banks yang ingin membantu dan menjadikan sykt developer ni as panel.

To bankers, you should give opportunity to the new developer yang ingin berusaha menaikkkan semula kawasan bkt beruntung ini dan bukannya menutup peluang org2 sebegini. I believe, lots of people akan dtg mengaktifkan industri hartanah di kawasan tinggi ini (yg jarang ada banjir kilat) tidak spt di kawasan hulu langat dan shah alam.

Aku paparkan sedikit lukisan ilustrasi rumah yang sedang aku usahakan...

Insya Allah...memudahan semuanya berjalan dengan lancar.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

proceed or get confirm ?

Hi,
Few last weeks, lots of things happen to me. Keep going to ward (hospital) visit my wife and drive 100km everyday from Monday to friday. Arghhh, I just cancelling the offer from amir (virtual) which currently I'm not in a good condition to proceed his plan. Sorry amir.

In another news, the handover activity shall be execute by this week. Hopefully the ITC ops can handle the bill-run activity every month. I believe they can do it.

Hmmm, last 2 weeks, my appraisal had been sent but does not know the status for it. Hopefully my manager can give me a good recommendation. Thank you Ferlene. Appreciate your concern about my family.

Ok, I need to go to mall, buying something related to my lovely wife....Oppss, of course need to bring her too. hehehehe...bye.

My last vision : Keep working hard and keep maintain the happy life with my family.

Maybe I will consider to proceed to write new novel...

Saturday, November 07, 2009

more fun in billing system

hi friends,

sometimes when seeing lots of things billing issue coming into my desk, will get me feel very passionate to settle every of them. for this moment, learning from beginning is the best way to ensure I can catch-up everything in this particular issues.

when reaching some level, lots of pople thinking to change their career, for me, hope don't change again within this 5 years. I'll try my best and hopefully can get the best offer during confirmation later. Insya Allah.

ok, the appraisal shall be coming nearly around 2 or 3 months, I shall prepare for anything related to my knowledge in billing system.

today, i met my cousin, he/she...hehhehe, don;t know how to call him/her. Since he/she hae changed a lot. However, he/she still salam me as shown "hormat" to old people like me. I'm too old, really, urghhh. He/she is not working at watson anymore as a beauty consultant. currently, working at Thai spa something at The Mines level 4. Me and my wife shall visit him/her later.

around, 12:06 midnight, got cold here at office waiting to re-run the bill for postpaid subs. really touching when seeing my wife pics. love you so much. take care & have a nice day with my aunty and uncle at sri petaling (they got burger stall there-promo promo "oblong"). this end of week, got Malaysian Cup, kelantan vs n.9, wow, the football in Malaysia still hot, the tickets are sold-out, what I heard from Pizza boy which he still need to find the available ticket for sale. for me, hope don;t have any people selling black-market ticket...support our football. Go Liverpool...come-on. opsss.

arghhh, really "ngantuk" but need to complete this work. night everybody & have a nice weekend. this end of week, my ex-colleague that shall be report new workplace at LHS will "nikah" around sunday morning. Take care & good luck to him and his wife-to-be.

Have a nice weekend to all of you & always smile when dealing with people within this weekend.

pause for a while...grep grep...sleep..sleep..

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Tahniah buat Tuan Ashadi & adikku Meza...

Alhamdullilah, selamat semuanya dan hari ini aktiviti berjalan dengan lancar termasuk adik perempuanku yang sarat mengandung dan rupa-rupanya sudah dihantar ke Hospital. Baby lelaki ini dilahirkan sekitar jam 11.30 am tadi dan berat sekitar 3kg lebih la sikit2. Actually, adikku meza ni masuk wad sekitar jam 6.30am sesudah subuh yang mana suspect air ketuban dah pecah dan sakit semcm je.

Ayahnya nampak gembira dan adikku amat ceria sedikit walaupun aku tahu dia menanggung banyak sengsara semasa mengandung baby ini, maklumlah, anak pertama. Baby ini belum diberi nama dan berkemungkinan ayahnya akan maklumkan dalam beberapa hari lagi. Ceh, macam nak melaporkan bila puasa/raya je. hahahaha. Pada masa ini, isteriku sudi menemani meza dan baby dan petang ini aku akan jenguk sekali lagi.

Oleh kerana adikku meza bersalin hari ini, maka beliau tidak dapat hadiri sesi temuduga yang berlangsung esok bagi jawatan Penolong Pegawai Siasatan di SPRM di Bangunan SUK, Ipoh, Perak. Mungkin rezeki beliau ada somewhere kat mana-mana. Tambahan sebelum dia bersalin, pertengahan bulan February 2009 baru2 ini, company yg adikku kerja, dapat kontrak ratusanjuta ringgit dan dapatlah survive dalam jangkamasa yang lama lagi. Syukurla atas apa yang telah Allah SWT kurniakan dalam kehidupanmu wahai adikku meza.

Sebelum arwah ayah aku meninggal dunia, arwah pernah berkata, anak meza tentu lelaki. Maklumlah, adikku yg kedua, molly sudah melahirkan 2 orang anak dan kesemuanya perempuan.

Aku mengharapkan agar anak-anak molly dan meza dapat berkomunikasi dengan baik bila dewasa kelak. Semoga cucu-cucu ibuku dapat berikan sedikit keceriaan dan menampung sedikit rasa hati ibuku yang sepi sejak ketiadaan arwah ayahku.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Siapalah sangat diri kita ini...


Aku terasa ingin berkongsi rasa hati di pagi Khamis ini...
Sayup je hari ni, hujan pun xde, redup semcm je...

Kadang2 bila aku terasa sunyi sangat2, aku menghubungi tunangku.
Kadang2 bila aku terasa tidak diingati, aku menghubungi tunangku.
Kadang2 bila aku terasa sibuk bekerja sangat, aku diingati oleh tunangku.
Kadang2 bila hampir waktu lunch, aku sering dimaklumi tunangku.
Kadang2 bila aku terasa marah sangat, entah kenapa aku kerap xde mood nak ckp dgn sesiapa termasuk tunangku.
Kadang2 bila tunangku bersalah, aku merajuk seketika.
Kadang2 bila aku dipujuk oleh tunangku, aku berfikir panjang yg kami ni bakal hidup bersama kelak, sampai bila aku nak merajuk ni. Hehehehe. Ngada2 kata tunangku.
Kadang2 bila aku ternampak beg dan kasut wanita, aku teringat entah bila aku nak luangkan masa nak beli barang2 hantaran untuk majlis perkahwinanku.
Kadang2 bila aku nak tidur, aku menanti msg atau panggilan drpd tunangku.
Kadang2 aku merajuk dengan tunangku disebabkan tiada call/sms drpdnya.

Kadang2 bila nampak restoran KFC, aku teringat KFC adalah restoran pertama aku dating bersama tunangku.
Kadang2 bila terdengar nama gunung2, aku teringat Gunung Ledang, tempat pertama kami menikmati keindahan dan kehijauan alam flora dan fauna.
Kadang2 bila lalui kawasan Seksyen 4 Manjung, aku ternampak pusat kursus pra-perkahwinan yg aku dan tunangku hadiri. Sanggup tunangku datang dari Johor utk hadiri kursus selama 2 hari (sabtu dan ahad) ini. Terima kasih tunangku.
Kadang2 bila aku ke teluk batik, aku teringat restoran mewah yg aku bawa tunangku untuk makan malam. Walaupun tiada candle light (aku ni mmg x romantik) tapi makanannya sedap. Kurang sikit poket aku bulan tu. Hehehehe.
Kadang2 bila marah pada tunangku, aku teringat kesanggupan dia menaiki bas lompat untuk menjenguk arwah ayah aku yg masa tu sedang sakit tenat di perak. Terima kasih, tunangku.

Kadang2 aku terasa dilupakan oleh tunangku, namun, aku teruskan bekerja dan terus berusaha.
Aku hanya insan biasa dan majlis persandinganku kelak akan berlangsung dengan situasi yg sederhana sahaja. Budget aku agak terkekang kerana bakal mengadakan kenduri di Johor dan Perak namun aku cuba yg terbaik. Syukur ada keluarga yang sudi support dari pelbagai cara. Dengan adik perempuan aku yg sudi menjahitkan langsir2 yang aku beli bersama ibuku.
Aku bukannya pandai pilih langsir2 ni. Kalau pilih komputer, bolehlah....

Aku dah bersedia ke untuk menjadi suami dan ayah kelak ?
Borang nikah dan HIV Test form telah aku hantar ke Pejabat Agama Perak.
Aku masih menanti 1@2 minggu surat kebenaran berkahwin dan adakah itu tandanya aku sudah bersedia ?.
Arghhh, aku sukar nak jawab.

Tunangku pula senantiasa merinduiku. Aku pun begitu. Alhamdullilah, hubunganku dan tunangku berjalan dengan lancar. Aku cuba belajar kikiskan ego yg aku ada demi untuk kesenangan bersama. Mungkin ini adalah ketentuan jodohku dari Allah S.W.T. Aku ucapkan terima kasih kepada nenek aku yang memperkenalkan tunangku kpd ku. Dikala aku sibuk dengan kerja semasa itu, MMS gambar telah sampai di Handphone aku dan juga nombor telefon tunangku. Disitulah bermula kisah rahsia antara kami berdua....

Semoga semuanya selamat dan lancar.
Itu sahaja yg mampu aku kongsi bersama.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

I care about you !!! (my own poetry)

My Lovely fiancee...

When I see you smile
It makes me a very lucky guy in this world
I know I really care about you
Do you know what I'm thinking about you

Lots of fun when being with you
I try my best to tackle your heart
I try my best to admire you very very much
I think I'm fallin' in love with you

My love
This poem created purposely just for you
I know I don't care what ever happen
You'll always in my heart

Always remember to ALLAH S.W.T and pray to HIM
Hope our relationship can be better and better and better...

This song below is just for you :-

Sufi - Damasutra

Monday, October 13, 2008

Help Me or Help Others !!!

Lately, I am not in the writing mood. Maybe because this year especially during RAMADHAN and SYAWAL had given me a very tough situation related with my LIFE. I'm not even close to happy situation when doing something related with my life. I really appreciate for many people who still giving me plenty of advice and sometimes it can hurts me so much because too many things had not yet been done by me. Do I really need help from somebody or I just cut the rope that I have tied for the last couple of years. Too many depressed situation given me a lot of unhappy action and decision. Yes, maybe I really need help from someone. Anybody who can help me !!!. Raise your two hands.



There was a story reminds me for not looking at the back. "Past is past, let we build up the future together". The word came across in my mind. There was a boy who had asking his father about the relationship between the leader and the follower. His father answered very straight-forward. He said, "The leader is what you aim for your community, the followers are the people who implement the aim that had been set by the leader". This boy still blur for his father answer however he tell his father, he really hopes in future he will be the follower instead of the leader. The father ask why his son want to be a follower and why not aim to be a leader. His son give the touching answer, "I must be the follower before I can be a good and better leader for my future community". His father are very proud of his son's answer.

Last few days was my late dad's birthday, SELAMAT HARI LAHIR AYAHKU. Even he had passed away on 25th August 2008, I'm still feels that he always around us. We love you Dad. We will always remember you. Insya Allah.

I do hope my future life can be better than now.
Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengasihi dan lagi Maha Pemurah.
Amin.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

disebalik namaku, Mohd.Yusairi

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

p/s: Getting information from What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Saturday, December 15, 2007

weekly smile...


advice from Y!A for today:

Get out your lucky shovel and do some digging to find out about your latest crush today. You may discover some information that confuses you. If so, keep up with the investigation throughout the day and try to shed some light on just who the heck they really are. If you aren't looking for romance right now, there will be a few other mysteries for you to tackle. Don't lose your concentration. Things aren't always as they seem -- sometimes they're even better!

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

nice message

...nakkan ssorg xsmstinya kite dpt..dh dpt xsmstnya kita punya,..bila kita punya xsmstinya akan bersama,..bi la bsama xsmstinya akan kekal selamanya.."TAPI segalanya xkn mustahil seandainya jodoh itu milik kita...

Sesambil tu aku bergambar dengan wajah dan rambut yang kemas. Hehehehehe. Beberapa bulan lalu diri aku ni macam x terurus je. Maybe disebabkan semangat nengok bunga, joomla dan pokok-pokok disekelilingku.

Aku bergambar bersama Encik Mohamad, salah seorang rakan kerja yang senantiasa support aku dengan pantas dan efektif. Thank you. Tidak dilupakan pada Encik Fauzi sebab duk tolong ambilkan gambar aku ni. Maklumlah, kamera digital yang duk mengetik gambar aku ni adalah milik dia. Hehehehehe.

:D

Message from YA for today:-

You are the center of the action today, baby! Get ready for a lot of attention -- put on a sharp outfit, polish up your attitude, and practice a few one-liners. Your charm quotient is high, and it will act like a web today, snaring some attractive and influential people as you move throughout your day. Suddenly, folks who've known you for ages are seeing you in a new light. And the folks who encounter you for the first time today are asking each other 'who is THAT?'


Tuesday, December 04, 2007

smile & thank you.

she likes today's quoted (dated 04/12/2007) :

"Sooner or later, those who win are those who think they can."
from, Paul Tournier.

:)

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

menanti dan terus menanti


(Gambar dicapai dari www.ptua.org.au)

Manalah surat yg aku tunggu2 ni x kunjung tiba. Jenuh ku menanti dan terus menanti dengan penuh debaran. Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan utk membuat keputusan yang sewajarnya. Amin.

Sedikit pesanan from YA:-

In pursuing your constant quest for fairness in life, you have quite possibly overlooked the fact that sometimes there is simply a right way and a wrong way. You are to be commended for trying to see things from all different angles and having empathy for the motivations of unpopular people, but right now these types of behavior are putting important things out of balance. It's time to stop hearing all sides of the story -- just pick one and go with it!

Saturday, November 24, 2007

think about it...



"think about it yus", said my mother.
For me, i'm not thinking about "risik" or whatever related.

This word always make me feels why i'm always failed...
"Be like a postage stamp. Stick to one thing until you get there", words from Mr. Josh Billings.

I'm still waiting approval letter from university to further my study. I do hope to get the answer as soon as possible. So that my parent intention shall be pending for a while. I got a reason to still maintain a single man.

My life's too complicated.

Yahoo!Astrology Suggested Me For Today :-

"There is a time and a place for mixing finances with your friendships, but that time is most certainly not today! All signs say you should keep your money and your friends very separate today. This includes generous gestures, so do not even offer to buy someone a cup of coffee -- and let others know, kindly, that you can pick up your own tab if they want to treat you to lunch. There is a high likelihood that someone could end up feeling taken advantage of."

:D
But I got message from Zul (aka Putera), "Kami kt dpn ofis.mehla..ada brita baik..he". I need to go and better be carefull on what Yahoo!Astrology suggesting to me.

Friday, November 16, 2007

dapat juga bantu rakan...

Some message from my genius friend...

Suhailan Safei: teori awalan ko nmpak mcm blh pakai
Suhailan Safei: nnti lepas jumaat kena buat testing lagi utk memastikan hepotisis anomali ko betul2 tepat
Suhailan Safei: yus..power..algorithm anomali ko berjaya
Suhailan Safei: berjaya times square

At least I'm still can give him some idea on helping him for algorithm. Thank you Lan for that conversation.


Gambar di atas related dgn LATEX Algorithma dan ianya hanya HIASAN sahaja. Tiada kaitan dengan aku pun...

Friday, October 26, 2007

Baton dari Ilma Pratidina...


Aku menerima baton dari Ilma Pratidina 8 perkara tentang impian dan kisah diriku serta soal rutin hidupku :-

1. Mengingati Allah SWT setiap masa.
Aku perlu mengingatiNya agar diriku tidak tersimpang jauh dari agama Islam.

2. Hidup Bersederhana.
Aku lebih gemar hidup biasa-biasa sahaja dan tidak perlu ada wang yang terlalu
banyak untuk aku meneruskan sisa-sisa hidup di bumi ini.

3. Berjaya dalam Pelajaran.
Memudahan doa aku dikabulkan. Insya Allah, kalau tiada halangan, aku akan
meneruskan pelajaran sarjana aku pada awal tahun 2008 ini.

4. Masih mencari pasangan hidup.
Aku tidak pasti entah kenapa aku masih SINGLE. Nak kata aku terlalu memilih amat
jauh sekali. Mungkin aku lewat ketemu jodoh yang secocok dengan diriku.

5. Tidak merokok tapi Filmaholics...
Aku tidak merokok sepanjang hidupku di dunia ini. Namun aku peminat setia
mana-mana filem tidak kira filem itu dari Malaysia, Indonesia, India, Japan,
Korea mahupun USA dan lain2. Pengarah2 filem ini sungguh kreatif...Thanks ya
kerna menghiburkan diriku.

6. Melancong di seluruh Malaysia.
Setakat ini aku masih kepingin untuk ke Kota Kinabalu dan Kuching. 2 Ibu negeri
ini masih belum aku pergi. Kepingin banget sih....

7. Suka makan Nasi Impit dengan Sambal kacang.
Wow, my favourite food is Nasi Impit dan juga di-cicah dengan sambal kacang
yang pedas2 bangat. Kalau ada di depan aku pada masa ini, mungkin aku akan
berhenti dari menaip blog ini utk seketika...Rezeki jangan di tolak sih..

8. Bersolat Jumaat di hari Jumaat.
Hari ini hari Jumaat sih, lebih baik aku siap2 untuk ke masjid bagi menunaikan
tanggungjawab aku sebagai umatNya.

Berikutnya, BATON diserahkan ke laman blog di bawah :-
Bye.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

unpredictable...

New statement I heard from my Business Idol, Mr. Donald Trump... "...when somebody attack me, I'll attack back...". I like to hear this word. Whenever at any cost, we don't expect anyone to be our friend in very life-long. Always be alert on anything issues raised in our life to ensure we fight till the end. Thank you Mr. Donald Trump.





Recently, I'd received an email informing me I'd won the 2nd prize for the Merdeka Spot 2007 sponsored by ExaBytes. Thank you so much ExaBytes for letting me winning this contest. Soon I'll give this valueble prize to the couple who shall appreciate this offer.

Friday, August 24, 2007

teringin nak duduk...



Sure, your intuitive powers are just as strong as they have ever been, but you need to remember that they are not the only tool in your decision-making toolbox! If you branch out today and go beyond your gut when making a choice, you won't be sorry. There is nothing quite as satisfying as doing your research, evaluating the pros and cons, and coming to a conclusion you can feel fully confident about. Today, everything needs to be black and white.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

10 Tips for me - Adakah A yang diperlukan ?

10 Tips which consider always in my mind. Insya Allah.

1. Loyalty.
2. Teamwork.
3. Think wisely and be positive.
4. Listen, Listen, Listen...... Listen.
5. Speak-up.
6. Keep your ego out of it.
7. Patience.
8. Consistent.
9. Stay calm.
10. LEARN FROM MISTAKES...

Hopefully i can plan properly with the new chapter in my life.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

harapan...




If life's less than harmonious as the week begins, well, the drama makes all the world a stage. Don't forget that you're the author of your own part, though; make this production lead to growth. A love scene just might be in the cosmic script around Wednesday, with an intimate heart-to-heart a distinct possibility. If you're coupled up, make it happen with your costar; if you're single, how about some auditions? More behind-the-scenes stuff is important from Friday through the weekend. A supporting role can be very satisfying now.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

career & love


Transforming your world of work is absolutely a possibility as the week begins. Document recent successes and proactively map next career steps -- whether in your current role or a new one. Make it happen. From Wednesday through Friday, be ready to reexamine the current M.O. or conventional wisdom. While a dramatic change-up may be too much for those around you, gradual shifts should be undertaken -- the sooner, the better. Stay in communication this weekend. Being online at the right moment positions you for something big.

Something small happens on Monday or Tuesday that boosts your confidence into the stratosphere. It's the perfect time to make a move or to ask for more from your current partner. Things get bigger and better for the rest of the week, as your boldness creates new space for growth and excitement. Share your vision with the right person and see what happens! Someone's random good mood affects you for the better this weekend and you should definitely try to capitalize on the opportunity.